I have been working with Alexandra Wenman’s Archangel Fire Oracle for a week now, it truly is beautiful with 40 cards explaining the healing purpose of each one of the Archangels and giving meditations and insights.. I have a post to post on the Archangel of Death, Azreal after this one. But last night I drew the card for Archangel Christiel and it is displays a sacred heart Christ image, after this I could not find the little book that accompanies the deck but i felt a spinning in my body.. I had a lot of grief this week still over shedding past relationship pain and both Jeremial and Azreal were helping with this, but I then had a sense of Christ pulled in four directions as he was nailed to the cross, of the pain of how he was misjudged and rejected but stayed true to his path and heart throughout all of that ordeal. I was crying a lot in the midst of this.. I then was shown his relationship to empathy and of the narcissistic forces around him, I thought too of how the later patriachy denied the full truth of his relationship with Mary Magdalene which was a fully embodied sexual one. And this relates to the church fathers throwing out sexuality and demonizing women as temptresses.. In the dark ages many women who chose to live alone and pratice the magical arts, living close to and worshipping nature were punished and burned at the stake or put to death.. This came hard on the heels of another pandemic The Black Plague and is discussed a lot by Jungian therapist Marion Woodman in many of her books but most especially Dancing in the Flames. I have discussed this wounding of the feminine and women lot in thearpy with Katina how the pain and fear and judgement of this can live on in our society.
After posting this I found the following link researching the causal charkra which Alexandra refers to on the pages about Archangel Christiel.. it confirms the returning of Divine Feminine energy taking place on Earth since 2012 and how Christiel works with us to expand this energy field.
https://www.divinesparkva.com/single-post/the-expanded-causal-chakra
Anyway after spinning and seizing a bit I got into bed and slept till 2.30 am and then woke and stood. I was shown that in time all of us will have to surrender our separatist thinking and reunite in love for our fellow humans and other beings seeing we all a part of the oneness and destined to return to that oneness. I sensed my father’ssporit close mediated by Archangel Azreal, other inner revelations came.
Just amoment ago I read Alexandra’s description of the Christiel energy and she says it relates to finding peace in our hearts as well as activating the Christic Light Codes.. I am not sure what all of this means but one of the meditations involves seeing a diamond spectrum of light shining through our energy body and then finding a separate color and meditating on that for a time.. For me the color turquoise came to mind and I was told it related to the ocean of ancestral feeling I have been integrating for some years. The meditation recommends we continue to do this with all of the other colors but I did not have time to do that today.
I loved the message of peace in this card.. to quote Christel reminds us ‘to do no harm’. That to find peace outside we must first find that peace within. Lately for me this comes in accepting that there is a plan beyond my own selfish ego objectives, that other humans have a separate purpose and existance and to dig deep inside my soul for compassion and understanding.
Apparently the energy of Christel also stands for serenity which is a huge part of the 12 Step AA program.. It can be hard to see when we are only coming from a self centered perspective in this life and by all means we need good boundaries and self care but we also need community care, to recognize that as vulnerable humans we do need each other, even as we also must dig deep at times to stand solidly for our own Self in ways that bring about both inner and outer unity.
I have always felt such a strong resonance with Jesus and Christ.. I was inspired by the writings of many others who call on the Divine Feminine in this way and in relation to Christ’s journey, Andrew Harvey amongst others.. Ours is a very polarized society at present in which the deep wounds of the feminine and over powering masculine are needing to heal as the two polarities find a new balance.. A lot of this goes far deeper than anything I can articulate here and many others out there know far more than me.. I just know that lately peace, silence, inner meditation and such are as essential to my spirit as breath.. I feel great comfort when those healing presences of God’s messengers (which are the Archangels) draw near to me. Even if the world misunderstand this, to me this transcendent world is so deeply true powerful, and real.
Emerging From The Dark Night 