Hurt people hurt people
Just because they can
It gives them a sense of power
And a defense too against their own feelings
Which they find intolerable
And if you were on the receiving end
It can be so difficult to make sense of why
You were the unwitting target
Of all of that angst
All they did was download
Accumulated pain into you
And then they even punished you
For trying to tell of it
So now I think it may be time to let go
Who knows
I longed for you to love me
But I truly do not believe now
That you ever could
For genuine love is willing to look at itself
And examine the shadow
Will dig deep
To investigate the roots of what it did
And a loving person
Is humble enough to make
A sincere apology
And that is just something
You never ever ever
Did
All of your apologies
Always felt
So artificial
So begrudging
So lacking in any
True sense
Of love
Caring
Deep feeling
And true empathy
Emerging From The Dark Night 
Elegantly delighted Mate
I will say this Russian Proverb ” Those are not wolves are eaten by wolves ”
Yes its cruel and barbarous but the weak will perish those that fight to their last breath and rise up from adversity the Phoenix burns within ” Primal R.e.p.r
Alex
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Illusory or inwardly imagined archetypal figures like this I guess are one way of the ego seeking a power perhaps denied us in the earlier reality. To have to become thar aggressive to survive could I guess justify all kinds of further abuse. Me im not out to eat any one. I just want to live in peace.
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This why I admire and love your Conviction for life you try to find inner calm within others that embrace you with forgiveness of the light.
This is a quality in which I love and respect about you mate a rare commodity to see in the full sun of endless insanity these days.
We have our strengths and weaknesses no one is not vulnerable without porous fracturing into erosion
Humanity is like clay each one conform into different unique moulds ” Primal R.e.p.r
Alex
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So so true..thanks so much for the care and understanding and your support. It really means a lot. 🌈
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Anytime mate I was going to give you a ring today my time thought it would be too late.
And I have really rough go today and yesterday couldn’t even walked yesterday today wee bit better still excruciatingly painful.
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Im sorry 💖 I am home a friend offered to meet up but she let me down. I may pop out for a short while soon though if I need food for tonight.
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Of course I am glad you have pillar to lean on mate I wish I didn’t myself so grey and living mirage.
I know each dip into the fire comes with sacrifices to keep yourself from having the fires of uncertainty to consume you by the flames ” Primal R.e.p.r
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uncertainty can be a demon at times. if it fosters the negative unrealistic unhelpful present past time projection 🙂
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Absolutely
Those run from in fear of the dark often will be clutches of the Dying light not even knowing they have falter into Madness of uncertainty ” Primal R.e.p.r
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