Goodbye

I said goodbye to you today

There was other way

I could find through it

And then I lay

And remembered

All the beautiful vows of love

And promises you made

And how

At a very dark time

You came into my life

And filled some of my deep deep emptiness

Our connection was strong

And even now

I do not think it will ever be

Entirely done

For you are part of my journey

And sadly I may not find out

For the longest time

Who told the truth

And who lied

I only know what the confusion did to my heart

How it threatened to tear me

Entirely apart

And yet I survived

And became strong

Through all the tears I cried

I believe I am softer now

For you showed me in many ways

The truths of love

But sadly your promises will never come to pass

And so my love here

Is where I must leave you

So I can open up

The next chapter of my life

And free my heart

From pain and utter confusion

Of our entangled mixed up past