Disappointment

There is a root of love

It runs so deep

Its keeps our soul

So close to heaven

And yet hell

Is also a massuve part

Of how it feels

To wrestle inside of this great conundrum

The words you say

Speak of love

But I turn away when demands are made

Because surely love is this unselfish desire

That seeks only the lasting peace of the beloved

Lately all I do is weep for the dream of us

That is slowly dying

And yesterday the pain went so very deep

I could not withstand the force of it

Pulling me under

The you I know deep in my soul is real and true

But all you ask of mr

Tears my soul apart

And there is really no one out there to trust

Who knows the truth of this

And so now all I can do

Is fall to my knees in surrender

Maybe it is finally time

To release this dream.of us

Ever meeting

Surely life is not meant to be

Full of so so much

Gut wrenching pain

And disappointment