Sorry for all the times I had to press on
To pretend to be strong
When really all along I needed help
Sorry for the times
I drowned out your inner voice
And did not believe you when you were screaming so loud
ENOUGH
There were things we went through
When we were young
I could not stop
Times it was not possible
To shut the door on hurt
There were times being left alone too young
Hurt far too much
In ways you could not express
So now
When things seem out of control
You battle with your inner self
Some days you believe no one could ever
Truly love
The mixed up mess you feel
But I assure you darling
I do
And God does
Really all it takes is being honest
And kind
Making those much needed amends
And no longer lying
To yourself
Emerging From The Dark Night 
I really like this post, it gave me goosebumps. I remember my reliving and facing and trying to overcome. It is not an easy road, and it takes years. As I read that post, I got goosebumps because it reminded me of whence I came from, and how far I have come. Thank you. You will get there too even though you may not feel like it. You WILL get there.
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If it had that effect it must have touched your soul we all need our own amends from the part of us that turned cruel to our inner self after trauma, as you know so well. 💞
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