Lose myself

Alone is

Not longer

Lonely

The wind whispers its secrets to me

As I feel old selves dying

Along with illusions

Each tear was a necessary

Awakening

A bittersweet fall

Into reality

And so it was good

To allow them all

Passage

Now that I stand here

All alone

My hands may be empty

But my heart is full

I will no longer long

For what was a reminder

Of the hollowness

Of my past

I will no longer ache

For all the lies you told

I just am so grateful now

That I can see

How far it was I had to move away from truth

In order to

Lose myself