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Things I cannot change

What you think and feel

How you deal

Steps you take trying to fix the

Unfixable

Come to think of it

Who of us is there

That wants to be pinned in place

Or make into the being that will

Be acceptable to another

And yet we make the attempt

Morphing our shape

Trying to sense a way to reach out

And connect

Even as we love

But sometimes that unhelpful longing

Just trips us up

God knows

Human beings are

So complex

But one inner truth I have found

To be real

Lies in the power

Of a precognitive dream

To predict an arising circumstance

So if the way to you is now barred

By a gigantic lock

All I can do is pray and surrender

Surrender and pray

There are larger forces than my will

And ego at play

For I too cannot change or fix

What is only mixed up

Because somewhere deep inside

Your soul

You are not

Broken

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"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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      3. To has been one of my bad days Deb.. Again it’s a cool day … feeling yukky … a headache … my old back is sore .. I’m really feeling every bit of seventy and more !! .. but I pushed myself to do 6700 steps for the day .. tired now , and Frankie is too…
        (( Hugs)) .. 💛😍
        I’ll be taking it easy tonight … just a simple frozen meal pack for dinner … and I’ve hot packs on my back now … haha .. times like these when I dream of a good massage … sometimes being alone is not good …

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      4. Its good to have those nights where you do not have to cook Ivor, especially seeing as you had a tough one today.. its one of the difficult thing eating alone and having to prep and do all the dishes.

        I totally agree about being alone.. its not really what I believe we are wired for as humans.. and its tough on you.. no matter what anyone says when you had love to have it gone that is tough, Ivor.. I cant give you a hug but I am sending you one… are you in lockdown there still.. we got our extended for another month that hit me a bit hard yesterday .. trying not to focus on it.. enjoy your dinner lovely friend.. ❤

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