Morning dawns

Morning dawns

With thoughts of you

As I wake within an ocean

Dreaming

Wrestling with deep feelings

As thoughts and memories flood my

Peaceful soul

There were, sadly

Times I was frustrated

Angry

And cold

Scared to be used again

Tired so achingly tired

Of longing and helping

Of loving and losing

But yet again

The waking landscape reveals

So many ways I was mistaken

Reveals emotional clarity

Confused by ‘feelings”

As angels remind me yet again

How messy this human life can be

And of how often liberation

From our distress

So often takes so many

Twists

And turns

And confused missteps

Along the path that leads us

To soul abiding

Surrender

Joy

And happiness