
On the way home
Crossing the bridge
Late autumn light
Shining bright
Illuminating
Every thing
I imagined you and I
Face to face
And hand to hand
Dancing a slow dance
In that old land of our past
But it was now in my mind
As in my soul I felt you close
As forgiveness poured out of every cell
In a flood
With this torrent of love
For you the father I lost
So many years ago
Maybe I will never
Hold my beloved in this way
Maybe it is too late
Now to stop caring for the family left
Who seem to give so little back
But was it their responsibility?
For my soul just wants to be free
As an autumn breeze
And that is why now I draw comfort
From this internal reverie
In which you and I finally get to be
That innocent father and daughter
We lost the way to
All of those
Long, long years ago
Such a heartfelt poem, I can see the dance so clearly. I often think in all human hearts is the same heaven, when people really reflect and write what their heaven would be. I feel a glimpse of yours at the end of this poem. You captured such a beautiful emotion so well.
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Thanks so much. There was something about helping my sister thaf made this all flood into my mind and heart. Trying to remember what closeness there could have been had life been so different. It wasn’t but this brought me comfort and helped my heart open instead of clench. If that makes sense.
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It makes sense to me. I experience something similar I think. I sometimes can get lost in the anger or hurt or frustration with the difference between what I wish for and reality and those feelings do close my heart it feels. However I too experience that when I instead sort of bring a little of my dreams alive in my imagination it helps open my heart. Helps me keep my focus on what is most important to me and the type of attitude I’d like to have.
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Yes, I am really beginning to realize the power we have to change the focus back to love…sometimes I fail though.. but at least I am realizing there are ways to make myself feel better instead of just indulge in the hurting all of the time.. if that makes sense..
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