behind me (you) : stream of consciousness

behind me lays this past full of memories, darker days where we lost our way or when I fell down into this place of not knowing how it was to be to live free in anyway as my real self.

And she lay buried down inside so far that she became to me only this distant echo.

There was a wasteland we lived through.. Our souls felt it.. It was vast and it was not only our own, indeed it had echoes extending ages back. But now it seems to me that finally we are rising. Can you feel the fire burning, can you feel the longing for the spirit of truth rising?

Truly there are signs everywhere..

There is a deadness that comes when the soul in a human being is betrayed and when we lose our way, but there is also a part of our soul that forever refuses to die. So heed its battle cry for there is a sword you need to use to cut you way through denial to the path of truth and nothing inside of you can truly rest until you know yourself to be finally, rising leaving all of that pain and darkness behind you.