When the ocean became so stormy
And high emotional winds began to lash our family
I retreated to the place
Where no words were
Said
Holding all of the feelings in
Not knowing really what to do
And lately it seem to me
That in order to survive
My waking mind made
A life raft of thought
To carry me through
But sometimes the thoughts got in the way
Of me just accepting
Of me just loving
Of me just opening my heart
Wide wide open in the middle of the storm
Some say there is a center to be found
Even in the storm
Some say there is serenity to be gained
By not grasping
And maybe sometimes
We just have to let all of these manic waves
Cascade over us
Because really
In the midst of these precarious circumstances
Control is not ours but Gods
So lately I am surrendering my belief
And leaning more on her
Because only God is
All seeing
All knowing
All powerful
Emerging From The Dark Night 
Can really sense the despair and chaos within your expression mate
I love the pain and agony lingering inside of your words
Primal Repr
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Im not in pain or despair today. It’s best to centre our souls in peace.
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Good you are shiny light that vibrancy you have for life and enjoy is far too nonexistent in the world we see now.
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This was a timely read for me tonight as I recently shared with my therapist that her lasting words and impressions are my life raft.
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Thats beautiful like havimg a port in the storm..but yes they really help us stay afloat in those turbulent waters. Much love to you, Sara.
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So true. Love to you as well. 💕
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