the less I look

I think I know why

Hope is so hard for me

I have seen it die one too many times

But I also know I lost the will to fight

As I allowed my own power to drown in silence

There is for me

Often more healing to be found in the quiet

Lately

My longing for you dissolves

The closer and closer I move towards

My own soul

And my splits heal when I find the way back to

The child of wisdom

I left behind so long ago

That little one had

The gaze of a lion

The ability to see through things

With crystal clarity

Why did she forget

How can she now remember

The way back home

Sometimes it is here

Within me

This feeling of finally being

Complete

The more and more I trust myself

The less and less I look to you

For love

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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