the you that is true

there is the you

that I feel in my heart to be true

and this person loves me

with such a deep love

it is impossible for me not to feel it

and then there lies

on the other side

all of this fear

that this you is not real

and everything is a game

devised to betray

I wonder lately

if God could be that unkind

I wonder too why all of this is happening to us

sometimes I think

its a twin flame thing

or you are like the ancestral fate

I chose

to replay older wounds

of such worldly separation

there is so much I cannot express

about all of this

there are so many ways I try

to keep my heart and life protected

due to all of the other times

connections frayed

or splintered

but today I when I settled myself down

out of anxiety

and prayed

God and the angels reminded me

I am always safe

for whether or not you love me

and the you that i love is true

i am loved

and whether or not I can trust

in the midst of all of this confusion

you my dear heart

are loved

too.