Fight for ourselves : finding our own inner truth

Sometimes we have to fight for our goodness, for our right to be!

Digging deep to find the love inside to hold and nurture the young small part of us that does not always feel so capable and strong. Giving it the encouragement to grow, especially those vulnerable parts of us that may have been killed off or put to sleep.

There is a particular joy I feel, when I sense a song of truth that wants to burst out of me.. Lately I do not feel so ashamed of someone hearing my voice and judging it to be ‘wrong.’ Isn’t it just important that I try to sing the note that fills my own body with passion, fire, light and joy? That I embrace the things that make me feel most alive?

I feel it sometimes when I stop worry about everyone else, this profound state of peace.. I often talk to Mum and Dad these days and ask for their help. In some ways I feel closer to then now that they have passed over. Angels are also real to me and I look to them too. And then I question when the human world became for me so difficult.. The truth is that it did and I felt lost so I had to turn within at a particular point when so much broke apart to find lost and emerging parts of myself and trust what I heard in the inner world. Even if I feared the world would judge me as ‘crazy.’ It seemed so important. Still does and when I feel myself centered so completely in my own life there is a spring of power rises up, for me : that is when I most feel my joy.

When I let my ‘truth’ out I come alive, but I know its only the truth for me and that maybe life is a quest for each of us to find the one that works best for us individually.. And hopefully in helping ourselves we also help humanity and hopefully even give courage to others who are also working hard to find and sing their own soul note.