sometimes i think I am not too good
at this practice called loving
sometimes i feel I do not really know
what a human life entails
perhaps due to flying for too many earlier lifetimes
well above this human plain
watching all the machinations, struggle and pain
sometimes my soul forgets
just to play
and surrender to the dance
I get myself into a paralysis
and captured in a trance
of don’t you dare come near
to hurt me
again
and so if I am at times
difficult to love
please forgive me my dear
maybe there will be a time
you decided to walk away
but if you do I will not blame you
for God knows
I am so very
far from perfect
Emerging From The Dark Night 
Beautiful! You are awesome, and I love you just how you are! Big hug! ❤
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Aww God bless you Carol Anne you have such a special place in my heart (and Nitro too) ❤
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If we’re difficult to love it usually means we’ve been treated badly, and deeply hurt. I’m so thankful that God is the healer of our souls and can pour his balm into those wounds 🙂 Blessings!
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So true and I know my therapist is going to set me straight on this. as I do not think I am difficult to love, only for those people who do not understand the depths of what I have endured and sadly I continue to blame myself still for the hell others sometimes put me through.. big hug ❤
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