face the truth

Sick of being nice

Fuck you

Things are hard for me too

I write about it

But I am not going to keep

Sitting around complaining

There has to be something I can do

To take action to care for the self in me

That in being helpless got projected

What I need isnt you and your lies

It is my own comfort and protection

Glad to be waking up

Seems I lost myself for so long

But now enough is enough

I was put on this earth to be myself

And fight for my space

Not to be

Perpetually erased

Or suck up the shit

To be related to you

I am not sorry my friend

For I finally realise

I have been telling myself

Far too many lies

And I cannot deny the truth

Any more

Of how much it hurt

But I will not be crushed

I will use the pain

To fuel my determination

To keep on living

And to face the truth