I wish I spent more time
preparing the soil wisely
to hold these seeds
that contain the promise of new life
instead of squandering all of my energy
being fed upon
the useless promises of
a person who
had no way to give
the things he promised
Sometimes now I just cry
at all the ways
I have given myself away
living in denial
caring too much for sickness
not focusing enough energy
on my own health
and I wonder why
it is I cry
more than I laugh
So it is I must learn
To love my loneliness best
to trust it is just
my path
no other way to miss the truth of this
no one is coming to save me
and its not up to me
to save anyone else
from their mistakes
Emerging From The Dark Night 
We live and learn from our own mistakes
We can can only sink with the burden of others mistakes
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So true Ivor… its horrible being made responsible for them.. Hugs lovely friend hope you are coping okay lately.. ((<3))
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I’m going reasonably Ok, thanks Deb..xx
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That’s good Ivor it’s been so tough down there ♥️
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Yes, and still 2 more weeks of lockdown ❤😊
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