Full hearted

Perhaps I will never know your arms

Perhaps it was all a dream you created

Seeding illusions in the fertile fallow grounds

Of my solitude and loneliness

But never the less

It is true

I am growing through this

And even though at times the disappointment

Felt as if it was

Burning my soul to ash

You awakened in me

Energies that needed their release

You woke me up

To the need to live wholeheartedly

No matter what mistakes I made

For now I am freer

I no longer blame myself so much

Instead I finally see

How valiantly

I struggled to keep

Reaching out

Reaching in

Loving and

Opening to

All of this buried emotion

That is part of

Seeding the sacred

Feeling devotion

Awakening to the commotion

Of full hearted living