I don’t know why
It was so hard to trust
In your plan
I don’t know why
My mind so often
Plays tricks on me
While my heart so quietly beating
Says inaudibly
Go gently on me
When did I learn to drown out
The truth
That I needed
Your comfort and love
Why did I run so far away
Was it because
For all of those years
Loneliness was the only thing
I ever knew
While grief lay
Hiding
Heavily disgused
Under anger and fear
Where is the proof
That all of my analysis
Got me any further distance
From paralysis
Why oh why
Was is so hard
For all of these years
To surrender
To my heart
Emerging From The Dark Night 
We get so used to, being, isolated that it keeps us, from knowing how, to, reach our hands out for help when we need it.
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Yes but we can learn it just takes time and seeung our part in it 💜
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Ooph “Where is the proof
That all of my analysis
Got me any further distance
From paralysis” ❤️
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