memories
arrive
at this time of day
love songs open a deep pool
of longing and pain
and make me realise
you loved me
even though it was hard to feel it
when we both tore each other’s
heart’s apart
so often
I just fell out of your mind
and I got the sense
there were people you would rather be with
who bought you more happiness
it was never that easy to feel
both surrendered and free
within your company
and yet my heart kept reaching for you
especially when you were in pain
sad that so often in those final days
it was so hard to feel your love
but now
in these memories that remain
I feel it haunting the edges
of each refrain
of remembering
Emerging From The Dark Night 
Very beautiful! 😍
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Bless you so …it means a lot, hugs and love 💝
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Your words are very touching. Really 💛
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🙂
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“never easy to feel both surrendered and free” beautiful, they are both very different places and it is a blessed place that you can feel both.
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What a beautiful comment. Thanks so much.
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