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cursed?

What will it take for you to become

Real to me

What will it take for this pain

To finally loosen its grip enough

To let me go

Enough

That I can see

Any further than my own woes

They say that youth is such a wasted thing

For when young

We fly high thinking we see the truth

And yet we have no idea of the blood that had to be shed

To give life to it

And as we feel the skeins of suffering

Tightening

We forget that the tendrils reach so far back

And that life was never ever really

An attack on us

For how can we see the truth

Until our heart is pierced

For we were only ever

Flying blind

Running so hard

To leave the past behind

The very past

That gave our soul birth

Ignoring it all with the leaving

Denying the honest truth

Believing the lie

That we were

Only ever

Cursed

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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    1. No I am most definitely not cursed this comes out of a breaking through of even deeper insight into levels of things hard to explain in words but I am most definitely not cursed..I have also never felt so fully loved or full of happiness and joy.. maybe its not coming across though.. life loves us really.. if we fall into the other lie then we are cursed..

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  2. In order to get beyond the hurt of our younger years, we must, relive, reexperience the traumas of our childhood years, but this isn’t anything easy, it takes a ton of self-knowledge, introspective abilities, and the strength, to pull ourselves together, as we, walk through those, former years of abuse we’d suffered in childhood, and that’s not something that everybody want to reexperience, or to, walk through, but, if we don’t walk through our
    own former years of abuse and neglect, we will, NEVER be able to, live a, fulfilled life.

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  3. emerging … yet carrying the weight of the dark night with you as one carries valuable treasure.
    Well written, dear friend. May your ermergence be blessed.

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