There is a part of us that needs to feel
Embraced by love
It is no disgrace to wish for this
The comfort of a soothing touch
The healing of eyes opening deeply
To see the truth that lives behind
A painted smile
And that is why today
I cried
So deeply
When you stood just the right social distance
Away from me
I longed to give you an embrace
To say how much your help had meant
And so it was I walked away
And hugged a tree
While crying deeply
With my heart in pain
Then nature heard my tears
It was only later
That I recalled
One of the few times I heard my father say
I love you
The day we found he was diagnosed
With cancer
That day my heart and body broke open
As he held me within his embrace
It was no disgrace for me to long for this
And it was so sad
That fear meant
You could not
Would not
Embrace me
And yet how could I be hurt
It was just that once again
It felt as if
My pain had no place
Could find no comfort
Held deep inside
The healing warmth
Of another’s embrace
My father was in his mid 70’s and suffering great pain when he first told me that all he wanted was to have his kids around him – a sentiment we never felt. Your poem touched me. Why is love so hard at times?
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I guess because the wounds others suffer lead them to be mean and we don’t see the hurt they are carrying only how they hurt us.. once we break free of that self centredness in time we find peace.. that is my humble experience.. hugs and love ❤
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Wisdom, for sure. Hugs back.
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❤ we sure need lots of them….
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