Go away

Here you go again

Laying your claims

Posting false information

Fucking with my body and my brain

You could not care less

About how any of this affects me

From the very start

I should have listened to my gut

Stuck in a kind of fog

I fell for your lies

Hook line and sinker

It stinks for you to reveal today

Exactly how much money I gave away

Hoping to be loved

Deep down inside myself

I feel such shame

Why didn’t I trust myself

But the past is over

And there is not one single thing about what I did

That I can change

So I have to accept

All of the mistakes I made

But one thing is for sure

I have to cut you completely

So don’t come around here

Looking for another way

To gain access to me

I am going free

Down on my knees

I just have to forgive

For God knows there is no other way

To live in peace

Oh how I wish

I had never met you

That you would just

Go the fuck away

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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