When you feel it would be better for the world
That you had never been born
When your whole body feels utterly torn
When your heart aches so much
That your back breaks under the burden
Of pain
And the entire vessel of your being
Is shattered
When the future feels so dark
That the spark of your soul wont light
And every breathe seems
Like the hugest of burdens
This is when the demons of death
Come calling you home
To a place free of pain
Swallowed deep inside
Suicidal depression
Emerging From The Dark Night 
People don’t understand the dark places some people get to.
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Nor what they do to put them there.
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Society is supposed to be so much more enlightened, and yet there is still a disconnect when it comes to depression and the darkness it proffers.
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So true….
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have you tried tyrosine for depression ? it promotes dopamine and is worth trying even just to cross off dopamine deficiency as the root cause
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Mine comes and goes without chemical aid. I was facing very deep old personal and ancestral pain yesterday. I embodied the pain totally and released it through prayer and help of the angels. Hugs and love 💕🤗
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Yes, it is a difficult place to be in. There seems no future or escape, pull yourself out of there, as you said it is the suicidal demons pushing you over your limits. Other people also push but it is us who allow them to do it. We live in a very selfish world. Try to step out of this join an activity a positive one to help you move on. Take care.
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Its okay it totally moved through me and when i embraced it it passed it was abother awakening..another dissolving…another passing through of deep old pain. I am in a freer place today…thank you for your thoughts. 💕
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Your welcome
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