Breaking me

Break me again

As you have so many times before

Turn my world upside down

As you implore me

To set you free

Wait until I harden my heart again

While a part of me watches

Not truly believing what I see

Tell me again

How my wishes, longings, hopes and dreams

Make you laugh

Your rear end off

And watch my heart as it breaks

From this callousness

So what if its true

I held on

Even when I knew

Something about this was not right

And yet

Here I am

Heart still breaking

Even as I decided

I am finally forsaking

All of this

For didn’t you hear me say

A hundred times

It was too much

And yet you turned a deaf ear

And that is when

I stopped breaking my heart

In two

To care for you