I imagined you as the answer to a longing I buried
That you reminded me of
Made me believe in again
Then the path unfolded as it did
Rugs laid out strewn with pleasures
Only be to torn away
Time after time
Summoning up for me
All the pain of love both absent and denied
Keep trusting me
You begged
Even as the shadows grew deeper
And my heart sank ever lower
Revisiting pain I thought long done
So now if I
Close the door
It may take some time
To release all of this
More tears to cry
With the shedding
And this time I will turn a deaf ear
To the advice of others
Trusting only in
The process of my own soul
For if this has taught me anything
It has taught me this
What comes to us
Comes for a reason
Or a season
And only we can work it through
Following the path that fate unravels
When we dared to open the door on dreams
Longing and pain
We buried