I know I have hurt you

I never meant to inflict these wounds

She fed my doubts

That you were untrue

In a millions years I will never understand why

Someone would lie

And try to destroy

Another’s happiness

I closed the door

So not to be hurt any more

Then I opened another door

On someone whose soul

Was an echo heartbeat of love

Sounding out

In a dark season of betrayal

Now you are angry

You say I don’t care

But I cared so much for so long

That in time something broke

And now I am not sure if it can ever be

Fully repaired

And so I cry

But is it a sin

To choose for my own happiness

And will you blame me

And misjudge me

For the rest of my life?