If the soul speaks in any language
Then it speaks its deepest message in sadness
And when we say to sadness
Go away
You are not welcome here
What is it that we are saying No to?
What is it we are shutting the door upon
Consigning to the basement
Of ourselves?
Why is it that
Those who are hurt
Are silenced?
Why is it that those whose souls suffered
Under the forces of repression
Are told that they are bad
For protesting
For wanting and needing
Recognition
Understanding
Comfort
And love?
You see the soul in us will not be permanently silenced
And even as we labour to breathe
Under the weight of this
All we had to deny
In order to find a place to belong
What a curse we bring upon ourselves
Until we recognise
The reality of what was done
And the truth of how
In not listening to our sadness
We lost our way
Back to a last chance
At happiness
Revealed through the soul
Through sadness.
Wow was I in your thoughts” when you were brewing this expressionism?
“Wow the pain and emptiness of correlation is haunting when you see yourself one way well others see the Smile and think of sacraments of joy when that is further from the Raw Truth.” E.O.S
For so many years I question what I did to be baptized and Christen in the gates of Brimstone’s deepest abyss…..
Why did no one try to hear me or listen to my agonizing terror, of horrendous unspeakable suffering.
If I come to realized cold reality is that those of us do fight to Live and draw breath into our lungs are never left unscathed without scars from reigning clutches death’s grip of Nemesis.
For us that endured for so many fucking daunting years vowed not to remain silent and our stories left untold ….When I hear others say offer forgiveness hahaha YOUR FUCKING JOKING RIGHT!!!
https://evolutionofselffeedyourhunger.wordpress.com/2019/10/28/twisted-affliction/
They don’t deserve nothing and get fuck all the fact you still breathe when they try to snuff your existence from the Earth is because of your will to Live.
I A M HERE BECAUSE OF ME Period!!!!!
Slainte
Alex
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I so understand this.
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