Stop trying so hard.

Ive been pulling back over the past week or so. I’ve been noticing what gets me stressed or angry or twisted around and instead of seeing that as a sign to try harder I’ve been seeing it as a sign to let go. Something got me so upset today so I flat out told the person and decided to limit contact. I know if I do this it will open a space for something better since I’m not believing in deprivation as much. Why wouldn’t the Universe have my back and want better things for me?

Some good things have come into my life after letting go. I am relaxing at home more. I watched two great movies over the past two days, I cleared out old stuff and took it to charity, I repaired some clothing, Ive been cuddling Jasper more, Ive been eating cake. There may come a time to put my effort into new directions but for now its felt so good just to kick back, let go of what was giving me grief and trust instead of override my emotions.