the remembering of you

the remembering of you

will take years to forget

there is no known way yet

to prise you out from underneath this aching skin

that I have been living in

ever since our hearts first met

the tearing out of you

will scare my flesh

will make me go half crazy

with the leaving of it

there was a place where we two

were once so deeply wedded

its was impossible to know how to breathe

properly

when our separate fates so divided us

that the burden of empty echo

sounding over the longest of silent nights

left me hollow

so that in the end

I grew so tired of us

that there seemed no other way left

to stop the hurting

than to take out a knife

and sever it

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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2 thoughts on “the remembering of you”

  1. People often talk about how difficult it is to love, but forgetting is even harder. We acquire so many reminders of the person who captures ojr heart, that when the time comes to let them go, the reminders are there to haunt us.
    I didn’t read this poem, I felt it. xo

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    1. The strangest thing is Drew he emailed me tonight and the words of love. I am so bloody confused right now. Scott had my heart totally its been agony trying to be together since December last year just to have every single block put in our way and now these two stories conflicting, Anyway you sensed the pain this came out of and I know deep down in my very heart and soul you understand. Big hug to you. ❤

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