Wild winds

Wild winds blow

I do not even know

What I am here for any more

And danger seems to circle in the air

Reminding me of how precarious

Is reality

When the full force of nature’s power

Could take us down

With a single blow

I used to know

What is was my heart beats for

Beyond the idea that that is just

What hearts are designed to do

But lately everything seems to have fallen

Or been swept away

I fell for the lies

And lived in illusions

Not finding the inner strength to cut the cord

To put an end to delusion

And now I question how and why

I could have believed for so long

And I know there is no answer

But the desire of a heart to love

And be loved

So much it was willing to believe

In fairy tales

You tell me the weak are preyed on

Am I weak?

Or was I just seeking a way

To find relief

From loneliness

That would have better been faced

Taken to God

Only the heavens above know

For now as wild winds blow

At times I am just lost

So deep inside

All of this confusion