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Heartbroken

My heart is totally torn in two today. I falsely accused someone who truly loves me of lying. I caused him so much heartbreak. I cant see through my tears very well and my Computer wont open the WordPress page so im writing on a teeny tiny keyoad on my phone. I feel like my wounded heart is my entire problem. I’m doubting everything and Ive been cut out. I just have to bear my own heartbreak as today I feel powerless over so much. I feel.like no longer being alive and yet I know ill go on somehow. Please send some prayers my way if you can

Im really struggling.

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"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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  4. I’ll send you more than nine ((Hugs)) dear Deb……..when you are able, admit you were wrong and apologise, leave your conversation short and sincere, and then don’t dwell, wait a few days for commonsense and friendship to drift back to normal…… xxx

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    1. Ive already apologised profusely Ivor but its been such a confusing situation all together..and so drawn out. Bless you for the hugs..its the being alone that feels so.painful and the fact Scott and i can only communicate through brief windows of time…much love to you and for reaching out thank you so much. 💖

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  5. Love, prayers, and good vibes your way. Its going to be ok. Anyone who is close to you knows you’re just protecting yourself since you’ve been through so much. Sometimes we wear suits of armor. They will understand and forgive. 🖤🖤🖤

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  6. Hugs, prayer, and lots of love for you dear. Hang in there.
    Do blame yourself or your heart for the sadness you are facing.
    I know it definitely must be tough, but I hope you find strength to keep going.

    Love,
    Nayana

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