Even on the darkest days
When rain showers would not stop
And nothing of love was coming my way
You held me God
When I was there laid very low
And felt there was no place to go
And that nothing good would ever grow again
In this broken up field of shattered dreams
You were there
Praying for me
You were close as the birds on the wing
That sang of spring
Even as I wept for the loss of the one whose heart
I held so dear
And could not save
Who suffered so
And you were there in the hedgerows
We cycled past
On happier days
Before the darkest of dark nights befell
Us both
This is a truth that I hope never to forget
In silence and love
You listened so deeply
As I wept
Praying for me to come thru
And I did
Because at every moment
Even when I felt
So completely alone
You held me
Emerging From The Dark Night 
Your devotion radiates throughout……
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Life has to love us even on the dark days, I’m hoping, Ivor 🙂 ❤
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A good way to stay positive Deb….xx
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This is stunning and wonderfully heart felt
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Thanks it came from a deep place.
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Amen
I pray for God to give me strength everything to be strong to withstand the thrashing and unforgiving torment of the constant Roller Coaster.
Very few nights I’m I able to lay to rest in peace without unrelenting torment of rude violent awakening.
Sometimes I resent and hate sleeping I will just lay or sit in the comfort of the darkness that has embraced and welcome me with open arms for so long it’s my solace of restitution.
And just listen to quite relaxing solitudes as if I am on a journey soaring seeing the world reflect with planets wonders of immense euphoria watching the circle of Life.
Luas dia I do thuras
Alex
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I have sumilar nights but Im able to settle for some hours. Lots happens at night on a deep soul level, I feel.
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so beautiful, so poignant deb! xo
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Thank you sweetie ❤
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