Yet more?

I am receiving yet more comments from the said bloggers follower of how I instigated ‘attacks’ back in 2017. Were your privy to all emails exchanged? Did you actually know all that went down? I do not think so.

I did not ask to be promoted. I was uncomfortable about it but at first I was shocked so I think I may have thanked her but then I could not understand why this happened and I truly do not remember all that happened after that as it was two years ago I have had a massive head injury and multiple trauma including breast cancer surgery and radiotherapy 6 or so months before. I WAS NOT COMFORTABLE BEING PROMOTED.

I WAS THEN IN ‘TROUBLE’ FOR NOT BEING STRAIGHT UP WITH HER. I posted something on the following Thursday after sharing everything with my therapist who is privy to things said that I now have no evidence of because I WAS SO DISTRESSED I DELETED THE COMMENTS. Apparently this was what upset the person and she labelled me as passive aggressive, said she felt sorry for me that I was ‘sad all the time and jealous’? amongst other mean things all not on her blog though I do recall her posting something in comments at the time about me and how ‘yuk’ and pathetic I was. This really hurt so much when the gardener turned up the next day I burst into tears with him.

I tried to search my soul for why she labelled me passive aggressive and this the post that you Mr xxravenously whoever you are are saying is the one I attacked K in. I read that post back a few days ago and reposted it yesterday and I said in it K had acted out of the goodness of her heart but that I was very very confused in the aftermath. AT NO TIME WAS IT AN ATTACK ON K IT WAS A WAY TO TRY AND MAKE SENSE OF ALLEGATIONS MADE AGAINST ME.

A follower must have commented on it a few days later and that is the screen shot that you have referred to posted on her blog. In it I said that I had been pursued which was how it felt to me but may have been interpretation I said I think that I had been discarded. This was how it felt but may have come out of past deep abandonments of which I have had at least 20….

I DID NOT LIE I WAS TRYING TO MAKE SENSE OF SOMETHING. PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE I AM TRYING TO HEAL MY LIFE FROM LOSS I DO NOT DESERVE THIS MY MOTHER DIED A WHILE BACK AND I AM TRYING TO SUPPORT SOMEONE OVER SEAS WHO HAS NO MONEY AND MY SISTER WHO IS STRUGGLING WITH ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION. PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE TO GET ON WITH MY LIFE. I NEVER WANTED TO HURT ANYONE I AM NOT AN ABUSER OR A ‘PERPETRATOR’ I NEVER CALLED K NAMES OR LABELLED HER I MERELY EXPRESSED HOW BEING ON THE RECEIVING END OF SOMETHING I DID NOT ASK FOR FELT FOR ME. ITS SO DISTRESSING ITS HARD TO BREATHE. PLEASE STOP THE BASELESS ALLEGATIONS