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A difficult decision

I made a difficult decisiin last night to take doen some posts and block comments. I dont like to do this. But I felt pretty dam powerless over accusations I had compared a fellow blogger to Hitler and lied about it. Only I and my therapist know what was said to me via email in response to a conflict 28 months ago. Ive been asked to show evidence but because the comments hurt I decided back then to delete the emails and several blogs.

The person is hurting deeply and I have looked for what she said I wrote an cannot find it. I truly dont know what else to do and I am losing sleep so I need to try my best to put this behind me and move into positive things.

One of her followers has labelled me disgusting for identifying the blogger yesterday. I did it because I was left with no right of reply on her blog. His accusations made me pretty devastated but I also need to move on from that.

Things are happier now for me than ever in the last 14 years I truly want peace in my life and love so I made the decision to tske things down.

Believe of me what you will I just felt invaded back in February 2017 due to where I was then. But that was then…this is now. I need to try my best to live in the now and water seeds of hope love peace reconcilation and healing. To the person concerned I am deeply sorry but you called me pathetic back in 2017 and it really hurt. I am human just like you but I don’t set out to actively destroy others reputations or call them things like pathetic no one needs to be labelled or judged any judgement just comes back at you in my experience.

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

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  2. Sometimes what one thinks or believe of another person is a reflection of where they are in their own life and mind. No one can or should be forced to take responsibility for someone else’s personal feelings. When we let someone else make us feel a certain way we are indeed giving them power they should not have. I hope both of you take your power back from this situation.

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      2. It started with her trying to do a kind act by promoting my birthday back in 2017 but it all deeescalated from there. I am being accused of writing things I don’t remember and cannot find back and she is denying she said mean things. I am sorry to go over it with you here Wendi but its all driving me a little bit crazy. I think I just need to let the whole thing go but its hard. Thanks for listening.

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      3. it’s hard to let things go when you know you did nothing wrong. people who are cruel work to make their victim seem like they are crazy. i am just sorry you are having to deal with others craziness………..

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      5. i wish i could say something to make it better, i know as much as i wanted to know what she was writing on her blog, i couldn’t visit it, it would make me more ill……….

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