Please be patient with the soul in me

Lately I feel the possibility of you

Moving so far away from me

Disappearing on the breeze

When we first connected

I did not know the journey we would travel

Over the next year

That I would use nearly all of my available resources

To try and set you free

But now, from a deeper soul perspective

I question what this was really all about

Who is the trapped soldier I am trying to free

Is this karmic?

Ancestral?

Life sometimes it seems i

Is a hall of mirrors

We seek our reflection

Or long to see our soul reflected in another’s eyes

Even as we turn towards

And begin to love the deep soul in them

But then sometimes

The pull of something new and different calls to us

We long for new horizons

And open skies

After all those years

Of long dark nights of winter

Slowly our destiny begins to assume another shape

And what we want metamorphoses

Reminding us that sometimes

In order to grow

We have to let go of old dreams

Shedding the skins

Of things of desire

We can no longer live within

And I am sorry but its how I am feeling now

Yet life and desire

Well it is double too

Another part of me still longs for you

So please understand if I begin now

To pull away

How much of my spirit has not had the chance to live

And realise too

I am still trying to find my way

And unlike you

I do not long to possess

Another human being

Totally

Just the soft caress of a loved one’s self

Will be enough

And always there will be a time

For letting go

So we can move

Far away again

Just possibly to come back together

Another day

So my love

I hope you hear my heart

Please be patient

With the soul in me