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Squeeze

Tension pulls me tight with pain

Endless refrain of agony screams

Inside my brain

Memories of head split wide open

While my body burned

And rumbled

All tumbled over

Left to die

With abandonment fire

There was no relief to be found

Anywhere

So now its hard to breathe

As I feel the squeeze

Brain on fire

Burnt out shell

Desperate cocktail of chemical desire

Made me crash and burn

All those years ago

Miles from home

As memories echo

Here

Brain squeeze

Heart freeze

Hell no God

I’ve had enough of pain

Please I beg you

Liberate me from this prison

Set me free

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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  1. I hope you’re well Deb.

    I happen to be in a good place right now after a plummet into places I didn’t want to go to. But you know how it works, there isn’t a whole lot we can do sometimes when our minds hit that switch.

    Meditation and running. And thinking good thoughts. I’m desperately trying to stay away from the meds, as I just do not like the feeling it gives me.

    To peace of mind. It’s priceless.

    Love and good wishes to you

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    1. Sadly Marrc my current pain is actually is a head injury that lingers years later. i agree those are all great things. Ive just had really bad headaches this week due to a lot if combined stresses on top of this organic problem. It will pass. But it makes me so happy to hear you are in a good place and finding things that really help.

      Much love to you. Xo

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