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disappear

I am sorry

If suddenly there is an empty space

Where once you found me

Reaching out across great distances

But I am disappearing

To a place where I cannot be

Hurt or touched or influenced any more

By your wanting

I am sorry

But maybe I am finally realising

I don’t want this

What ever dream it appears that you are

Trying to sell me

I am sick of being the mirror

For someone who cannot seem to find themselves

In anyone’s else’s eyes

Someone who asks so much of me

Don’t you see

I have given and cared for far too many years

That now I only long for this

Obscurity

And to find a way

To disappear

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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