You shut me down
I struggle to breathe
What is the cure for this insanity
Is it a crime to feel and care
To try and face down
The stranglehold of fear
That ties us all up
In bloody knots
Piss and phlegm
And blood and snot
As my psyche and feelings
Struggle forming blood clots
Deep inside as I twist and turn at 4 am
Fighting to be free
Fighting to breathe
Emerging From The Dark Night 
Hang on…I feel your pain. It will be ok🙂
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I hope so if only Id not written things its hurt someone I was just so confused at being told something simple to help from being stuck in trama flashback that I offered thinkiing it might genuinely help could be called babble. And it escalated from there. I dont feel as safe here now so thanks for these words of support. I will try to stay positive and not let fear wrap its icy grip around my throat And take the lessons learned. 💞
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Sending hugs and prayers 🤗🙏
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Thank you.
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Oh, Deborah… I’m so sorry you’re still not feeling any better. You’re writing is amazing, but I can feel your pain.
You know how to reach me if you want to chat, dear friend! 💗
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Thanks Beckie im just feeling a bit sick in the tummy at present from it all. I wiil most definately do that. Hope you are feeling okay. 🤗
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Eh, I’m getting sick and my anxiety is a bit on the escalated side. LOL! But, who am I to complain. Hahahaa! 😊
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For me its just a matter of trying my best to.process it all. Anxiety isnt much fun Beckie its such a complex emotional thought cocktail. 🙄
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Agreed.
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