Dark Tide

I wrote this post yesterday but was not brave enough to publish it. This happens a lot!! Oh well better late than never. I was in a really dark space while writing it.

Is anyone else feeling the heavy dark energy around at the moment?

Mercury went retrograde a short while ago and its making it hard for me to get going. I just heard my sister has to go under the knife for a second time for breast cancer surgery and I seem to have no boundaries at all against the sorrow this evokes I ended up crying so much I got a headache and my crown chakra feels like its on fire. I also felt knives slicing into my body energetically and the twisting along the spine has been super intense since we spoke around 3 pm

I just wrote the following as stream of consciousness, cant really call it poetry as its raw and unedited Never the less am posting this afternoon.

Dark tide you are a dirty black heavy thing Full of sludge and hopelessness A dark presence swims deep within your reaches And it only teaches pain I feel it stealing all my life energy away When I move anywhere close

It is hard to feel Happiness at all Inside this deluge of the wrong Its only song is misery It seems to know no other note at all And the monster inside Bewitches with hus gaze Casting my very beingness into illusion and the depths or powerlessness and confusion

How very tired I am of all this shit Pulling out of every sinew of me Life Wielding its knife edge of utter darkness That slices serenity and peace away Its sole gravitation field is devastating pain Pulling me into its vortex again Like bloody iron filings to a magnet That wants only to erase me Or debase me

Makes me what to scream and shout Or cut the fucker out Like the demon malignancy that it is My soul is in a tizz As I watch this dark tide sweep in And every cells within me screams

Run your fastest for the fucking hills!!!