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Please

Please let me rest

Please let me sleep

Don’t you see I have had enough of this life

And all of this trauma

I have had a lifetime of war

Inner or outer

Fighting ancestral or personal demons

The pain does not ever go away

As long as we focus on the suffering

Only in life is their light

Only in peace is there silence and rest

Only in letting go is their openness

Space

And freedom

Last night I drew a card

That showed you descending into the Underworld

But my love I have to live above ground

There is no redemption to be found

In a dead and deadening past

Or in a place where the psychotic masculine

Rapes or kills the feminine

So I am so sorry to say

I think I have to let you go

At the same time my soul knows

That on one level we will be forever bound

But you are the part of my past

I just have to leave behind

So the true self inside me

Can finally live

Finally breathe

Finally be found

This is the level on your continuous cycle of change when you cannot live with disappointment any longer, you despair of finding a solution to your quandary, so you decide to say goodbye and move on, not knowing what lies ahead.

You might walk away from your partner because you have overextended yourself to the point that you are over your limits and cannot give anymore.

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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