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Don’t ask me

Please don’t ask me for more

Stretching my heart along the razor wire

Spun by your difficult choices

And frustrated desires

For this situation you are in

Was never going to be part of

My wildest imagining

And there is a ransom to be paid

To make the promises you made

Come true

Every time we talk

My heart is stretched so tight

As perspiration falls from me

I am getting so tired of it all

You say you are trapped in war

Well isn’t it what you signed up for?

And when you talk of taking your own life

It feels as though a knife

Is lancing my tender flesh

And I told you now that categorically

I want to live in light

So don’t you dare try to take me down

Into the darkness again

It really isn’t fair

To lay this on me

For you offered love

But you are not free

To be with

Or fully express it to me

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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    1. Im not good with boundaries but after this last incident with him saying he will take his life b4 being killed by terrorists my heart us stretched so tight. I drew a tarot card last night that showed Psyche going into the Underworld..hes trapped there now…its hurting so much. I will try to..Thank you ❤

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    1. I will today im so exhausted Ivor ive sent Scott so much funancial help though the bank blocked most of it then yesterday he threatens to take his life. I understand how dire it us where he id but I literally find it hard to breathe now when ever I hear from him but I feel so guilty if I let go. Didnt know how I was going to get out of bed this morning. 🙄

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