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What is for you.

A very old friend of mine who I met through AA meetings used to say this to me “What’s for you, won’t go past you.” I was thinking about it with reference to not be invited by certain family or embraced. The message I had from inside was to just pull back and let go or at least wait until they come to me and then I wont end up crying every single time I have contact with them. I must call my sister 10 times or 20 times to her one call. Maybe she doesn’t really want me in her life. Maybe I just need to wake the hell up. Maybe I need to keep remembering what my friend (who I don’t connect with any more) used to say to me. If people walk out of your life or don’t seem to want to be a part of yours, it must be for a reason.

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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  1. At this stage of my life, I’ve only got the people in my life that matter to me, I live alone now and I’m not quite right, worn out and tiring, for those that don’t know my predicament, I only have to be courteous to, and that’s all…. “this is as good as it gets”

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      5. A bit better, sleeping helped, we slept for a few hours in the afternoon yesterday no it’s about 2 AM well just go on it and I woke up around 130 and got up couldn’t get back to sleep any longer so decided to get up

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