When the scam is done
A river of tears falls
Sad as it is
I am not totally broken
And it feels better to know the reality
When my body tried to tell me all along
It didn’t ring true
All the while I was pulled along by fantasy
But still I am alive
And its not the very worst thing
That could happen to me
I am grateful for my life
I opened my heart again
And even though I got burned
It wasn’t for nothing
The love I had to give was for real
But you were not
And it was only loneliness and longing
That made me vulnerable
And those two feelings are not a sin
Emerging From The Dark Night 
Those two feelings are not a sin. So perfectly expressed. Poignant poem, but a pleasure to read.
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Thanks hes still swearing my bank is lying its so draining.
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So sad. HUGS
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Yes all im doing right niw is crying how can someone continue to play with your emotions hes got more than enough money by now says it will all be sent back soon. Ill just have to wait and see this has been going in for 6 months now!
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It has been that long? Oh my God. Time just passes. I don’t know how you are holding up.
Try to write more and find ways to distract your mind. So sorry that a beautiful soul like you has to go through all of this.
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Ill be okay it comes in waves naybe its just because i care too much he has played on my kindness he really has. Thanks so much for your care and support. Ill switch off from it all now i cant change it ive got to accept it somehow
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Sadly, you do have to accpt it.
xoxoxo
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😦 Sending love and hugs. ❤
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Thank you Rayne 💖💖💖
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