If you have to suffer in silence, where can you go.

Mmmmm silence is apparently a recent blogging theme and prior to this I have been reading Unupturnedsoul’s excellent blog on the silent treatment, while having remained silent on blogspace for nearly two weeks.  Mercury has been retrograde and I have been away from cyberspace and dealing with life.

The silent treatment would be an entirely different blog.  I wrote a blog called Let Me Roar earlier in the month, which was essentially about the prohibition against emotional expression that has dogged our family, and has locked up a lot of deep feelings, dumping them into the burial ground of the numbed body.

I met with my mother and sister yesterday.  My sister has been on the rollercoaster of medication via a circuit of so called “professionals” for nearly ten years now.  What struck me was how frozen and leaden the energy of her body was, as her anger got buried, so her life force locked down and…