The whole goddam debacle!!

Let it go

What else can you do

When everything you tried meets with opposition

Of forces that cannot trust

And will not allow your dreams to flow

Only blocking your desire over and over

Until frustration grows and you come to believe

There is no possible way you can be connected

To the very one who is wanting you

In their life so badly

Leading you to veer madly

Between all kinds of emotional extremes

Which tear you apart at the seams

Shadow boxing with doubts

Ripping both your souls apart

Until you think there is no way you can take

Yet another heartbreak

Belief it founders then

On the harsh rocks of despair

And even though the truth of what you believed in is valid

It seems that this is gift

Is just going to be shattered

Leaving you both in tatters

And when he asks you

Why is this making me cry over and over

You have no answer

As you feel the curse

That always kept you prisoner

Rattling the chains round your ankles

Do you go and scream at the man

Who took a stand

Playing the role of your saviour upon a stallion

Fuelled by his own inherited sadness

Over the breaking of someone else

In no way related to you

But no matter how loud you scream

No one is listening

And they would just think you are demented

Never understanding its frustration at being prevented

Keep apart from love again

And as tears glisten on cheeks red from crying

The inward tussle with it all continues

Leading you to question.

What the fuck do you do?

Do you keep on trying?

Or just let the whole goddam debacle go?