Feel like such an alien here
As though this world is not my home
I look around and don’t seem to recognise anything
And at times it feels like I am
Just set so far apart
From an ice cold world of strangers
Who seem as though they are
Not wise to the ways of light beings
Or star trippers
All I can do is hug my dog
He is the closest thing that feels like home
His quiet presence
His soft fur
His deep dark eyes of black
Like ocean depths
Are more a home to me than human eyes
Could ever be
And his soul is
More a home and hearth to me
Than many vacant human hearts
Or lives filled with empty busyness
The only thing that helps this ache
Is when I shed
Tears of sorrow
As I realise more and more deeply
This is not my place
This in not my life
This earth is not my home
Emerging From The Dark Night 
I relate completely to thus Deborah. That feeling of thus world not being my home. And my dog. Yes! The best friend ever.
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Awww i just cried so much this afternoon..thank God we both understand im tired of people right now.
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Me too Deborah. I get really tired of struggling with people. So sorry you were crying so much. Let us know how it goes. Go to your Higber
Power, or the well within you. Though I do know it is hard uch love to you xoxo
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I feel like this too most of the time. ❤
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I relate wholeheartedly.
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