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The buried pain of love

You brought the light

When it was so dark

You reminded me of the possibility of love

At the deepest time of loss and sorrow

When I thought that all was lost

And I was willing to pay any cost

For us to be together

I opened up my heart to you

But when the vacant space opened

Through the abyss I fell

As suspicion and mistrust twisted my vision again

And so I lashed out

Instead of holding

Until you responded heartbroken

Now it seems that all we had

Has been blown to smithereens

But only in my mind

And so I got a powerful glimpse

Into my heart of darkness

You tore me open

To reveal everything

And a lot of it isn’t pretty

And see how far I have to go

Before I can truly be

Equal to love

And as I pray

You will not take the light away

I realise so much more

Than I ever knew before

Of all the mixed up ways

That masquerade as love

But are really only part

Of a passing parade

Of emotion

Wrought by the pain

Of love

So deeply buried

And unspoken

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"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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      4. I will try. I tend to always assume the worst. I am seeing I am the worlds biggest over reactor. Its just difficult when all communications with someone are via text. I am finding that aspect so hard. Thanks for the encouragement, Andrew ❤

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