
Now that you are gone
There is only an empty field of loneliness here
And the place you inhabited
Now is a yawning void deep inside
But never the less I feel your spirit close to me
I have accepted now
That death comes
But last night I could have sworn
That in the room I smelt your perfume
As well as the presence of you drawing close to me
In the deep and inky silence
I felt surrounded with your love
And when you heard my apology
As tears fell
I knew there was forgiveness there
I like to think that as I feel this latest loss
That you are somewhere not that far
Caring for me
Feeling with me
Never really that far from me
I held such hopes that this was
My one true love
And now the open field of emptiness
I am not sure
How it is I will come to live within it
But this I know I must accept it
What else is there
For me to do
But go on
Now that you have gone?
Painful
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Yes so, so, painful but I guess all pain does pass in time. ❤
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True
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The desperation that we feel in grief comes through in every word – beautifully written xx
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Yes it is a kind of desperation isn’t it. Thank you so much. ❤
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