
I will forgive you
Even though you hurt me
I will accept that this arrow pierced my heart
Causing me to bleed
And that it was a place
Of both
Suffering and awakening
What good will it do me
To carry this pain on
To clutch it tightly to my breast
As all around my heart
I form barriers of defence
Blocking out new life that wants to enter me
For I have learned in my life
There is far greater strength
In surrender and acceptance
Than in the fight
To prevent a hurting that only ever came
To serve as a reminder of how important it is
To be sensitive
Tender
Kind
And merciful
I hope you will read the two books I pointed out in another reply. I took time to read them when I was young. I had problems but I do not know why you are going this. I wish I knew why. I am just a patient with a Christian back ground.
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My life isn’t yours to figure out. I am sorry we all need to find our own way. I don’t really need advice with all due respect and I do read the bible.
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Okay sorry for doing this and will not do do it again
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Beautiful writing…
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Thank you so much.
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